flag

a gun rises above the crowd
it is a flag for some unincorporated feeling
many hands reaching for it
some to bury it
others, to collect, to hold, to gift
who here has the courage to fire it?

keep your hand raised if you would stand before it, too
is it foolish to save a life?

History will scrub away all but two:
the one that killed and the one killed.
Let us be nothing together, unmarked dust
swirling about the straying feet of murderers and fools
vindicators, martyrs, the cruel, the innocent


a gun rises above the crowd
they must be so very tall, for it to stand so high, I think
there is a color to the air
before it goes off

we all wait for the sound

we are standing so close now, and even far off, they are close
to one another there

my mind will take this little thing and tear it apart
to printed pieces of plastic
a community come together for shared invention
and none to defend the patent on death

countless fingers pointed upwards towards our doom
the sky comes down with the hammer
towers over


a gun rises above the crowd
this is what we are!
foulness and excitement
all of our rage put into a bullet and fired away from us
will it free them of fear?

tell it your secrets
here, it is only an image
and can take nothing more

what few weapons enjoy this title
a harmless gun

it speaks to me, reminds me again that
I do not kill you. You kill you.

I am swept up in the moment
the crowd
the rush of fear for that thing-which-does-not-kill.

a gun rises above the flood
if it is only an image,
the sea must be parting to its reflection
or so we would imply that a work of man might do the work of god

flee to safety and find purchase atop my form
the gun sees, but cannot feel, the steps that wring the life from me

it, too, questions why it was made
if we are so eager to do its work

I lose sight of the world and the gun
hangs above the doorway to my home

a gun that is a flag
I pledge my allegiance to this thing
that killed me with a look
and nearly by accident,

but not.


2023

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